Well, I'm scared about my first ultrasound today at 3:00. I don't know what to expect.

I been having on and off spotting, it stopped the other night. I guess it was just one big spot and it stopped. The doctors told me not to worry, but put me on bed rest.

I also found out I had a uti and I heard the could be the cause of the bleeding. I just need some support and prayers because I'm terrified

I'm not trying to stress on it because I know it not really helping if I stress. I understand if something is to go wrong I'm prepared for it and I know I can always try again later. I'm just thankful for the time that I am pregnant and I got to experience it for the first time.

I'm still a mommy at the end of the day, but I have a feeling in my heart I'm terrified for nothing.like I feel everything is going to be alright.

Sorry about the long post I just been having this feeling in my heart and it feels so much better to type it out and share with someone that can relate or has been through this. I feel like if I do hear the heart beat I'm gonna cry so much

because I had so much fear and to hear and see the baby is doing fine is just heaven and will be the relief

I need. To anyone reading this just know there's bigger powers at work and you are never alone. No matter what happens you are still a mom

at the end of the day, those that been through miscarriages or losses . You will be pregnant soon, I feel it in my heart to say this. I don't know if its my baby or God, but I just feel that someone needs to hear this. Love, prayer, and baby dust to everyone.