To keep or to sell 🤔

Trosa

I got my breast pump around 6 months ago (my daughter is 5 months) & I ended up not being able to breastfeed due to a bad allergic reaction I got (hives) to idk what and was put on medication so I couldn’t breastfeed.. My brand new pump has been sitting there in my closet and I’ve been thinking about selling it since I don’t use it and will probably not use it. But honestly just the thought of it makes me cry I don’t know why lol I feel so attached to my breast pump, I guess the disappointment of not being able to breastfeed still bothers me and I still want to try but I’m pretty sure all my milk is gone, I was also thinking of keeping it for when I have another child maybe but it definitely won’t be anytime soon, what should I do?