Hardship

I struggle with a little bit of anxiety sometimes and get depressed during these times and I have been struggling with that lately. I am not sure what to do I feel like I have done everything I can to feel better but I never do. It makes me feel like I am a disappointment to the people around me especially the younger children in middle school that I help lead in worship almost like I’m a hypocrite or something because I am leading them to have faith when I don’t even have faith all the time. In that all I would like to hear advice if you have any, but please be sensitive when you do say something as I am struggling currently and your prayers would also be appreciated. God bless!