Need to rant....feeling defeated

Jenna
So I've been reading through all these posts and getting sad....I'm currently two weeks late, 19dpo cd47, and every otc test has been negative. I got a Drs appointment, but it's not for another two weeks. This is our third time around trying and it's been a consistent 7months now with our second mc just 6months ago. I know it's going to happen in its own time, but I'm feeling that time is slipping away as the years go by. I just needed to vent somewhere😐 thanks for listening