Feeling a little overwhelmed 😢

Rachael • TTC#1👶🏻 married to the man of my dreams 🥰

Hi all,

Im in desperate need of support/ advice! My DH and I are ttc, we’ve only been married since spring this year but want to start a family. I was previously married to an idiot and did ttc but with no success thankfully! My ex now has a child. I only have one ovary due to a large cyst when I was 18(they had to remove ovary too). When I’m not in the pill, cysts always come back and it terrifies me to have to go through all that again. I’ve been off the pill for a month now and had withdrawal bleed, I’m currently waiting for the ‘real af’ which is due any day now. I’ve been having mild pain and quite bad pmt! Don’t think it’s happened this month 😢 but still holding out hope. We haven’t told parents that we’re ttc, I’ve told a few friends but they all have children already. I really don’t want to stress over it all but feel I can’t really talk to DH sometimes as he just wants me to relax about it, but me being me means I can’t lol(hope that makes sense). Feel like I’ve got loads of thoughts in my head and I’ll get worse! Sorry for the long message but needed to get it all out lol. Hope you can offer advice with ttc having one ovary, or any advice would be greatly appreciated. Thank you xx