Trying...

So me & my partner have been trying... As frustrating as it is, sex is just.... meh!!!

Tried foreplay, different places, creams to numb him & lotions but as soon as it goes in it’s over.... as terrible as it sounds I feel like blaming him - “how can we make a baby when it barely goes on far enough”... you don’t need to tell me I’m being ridiculous because I already know how stupid it sounds believe me!!! But I’m just loosing the will to even try now as I’m left feeling so frustrated with the sex and the outcome when my period comes again!!!