I haven’t told a single soul this and I probably never will.

I don’t love being a mom so far. Don’t get my wrong I absolutely love my daughter to death and I wouldn’t want to live without her now that she is a part of my life.

However, if I had a do over button. I wouldn’t have have a child. Things happened though and even though I’m not one of those women who are drooling a posting a thousand photos of my baby I’m still going to suit up and show up and do my job for this baby girl no matter what.

It’s only been 3 months since I’ve had her I keep hoping I’ll wake up one day and love this experience more. Maybe when she gets more older and interactive.

Please no hate only love