What is an Orgasm?

So I’ve been wanting to share this and see if anyone else feels the same I do.

I’ve been with my partner for 10 years, sex at first was extremely great & frequent, two to three times a day. Now, it’s more like once or twice a week.. So in 10 years, I haven’t figured out what an orgasm is.... I read about many women referring to it as “an explosion” “something out of this world” but I’ve never felt that way.. I do however “squirt” a lot when it’s THAT good, but I’ve never felt anything else.

Now, lately I’ve been touching myself and I feel a throbbing sensation, a great sensation, Why haven’t I felt that way with my partner?? I’ve always told him he satisfies my needs, which he really does... but that feeling when I touch myself, I want to be able to feel that with him.

Does anyone else feel the same I do?

Has anyone else experience that throbbing feeling? ((on the clitoris))