Just confirmed

Just received the results, HSV 1 positive. I haven’t had any oral outbreak but genital outbreak was swabbed & confirmed.

My boyfriend of only a month now, is now having to go through what I am because of me. The guilt I feel is unreal. That I carried this w/out knowing it, & then give it to someone. Obviously, I’m terrified of if he’s going to stay w/ me or if I’ll even ever have kids, what happens from here.

I would love tips & comments of what anyone has gone through