Best fiance I could ask for

I don't know if this is for this group but I just have to share. So I've been feeling very depressed and upset and just sad over all. My Grandmother passed away 1 year ago and it's still really hard around the holidays to be happy since the wound is still fresh. The pain and mourning comes in waves. Anyway, I've been just letting myself get depressed and sad, and with me being me, I forget I have someone who is there for me and someone I wont scare off. (I may be bipolar, who knows) but with all of my emotions I started shutting my fiance out, without even realizing I was doing it. Well tonight, he told me that he has spent countless days/night watching me sleep, going about daily stuff and he told me I dont even just get completely out of my head to where I let off steam so to say. Which told me, he knows me better than I know myself because before he told me that I didn't realize but when he told me, that was very true and made me realize he knows me. Like really knows me. And that he genuinely cares and loves me. Long story short, he made me feel instantly better and more at peace in mind. He told me a lot of other stuff and just really spoke to me which helped me also but I wont list all of those. In truly blessed to have this man in my life and to call him mine. I couldn't just keep this in because I am so happy right now and feeling really good I had to share. Sorry for it being so long.