I am incredibly anxious in a bad way. I want a baby, but I know it's all in God's timing. 11 years ago I miscarried with my first pregnancy and it devastated me. I really don't want to relive that experience again with my second time. Taking a early test in the morning 6 days before AF. If I am pregnant I'll be super emotional to be blessed with the opportunity to become a mother. God's greatest gift other than saving us is the gift of children. I know He guides me to what's best, just keep me in your thoughts and prayers if you don't mind. God bless everyone ❤💙💜💚💛