Fast approaching fertile week 😬 I'll start mucinex in a few days. I'm trying not to let the one-year mark get me down, but it's tough. I told hubby last night that it's unbelievable to me that I've been off BC for a year already. In some ways this year feels like it flew by, but the months of struggling to TTC felt like they just dragged on and on. I'm thankful to be working and keeping busy so it gives me something else to focus on, but I still feel that little ache in my heart and wonder why it isn't happening.

Happy to be off for the weekend -- I have so much reading material, quizzes and papers to fill out for the counseling job... And all I want to do is sleep 😂 it's so cold outside, I just want to snuggle up in my bed for the next few days and spend some time with hubs. His new court date is two weeks away, and we've STILL not heard anything from the attorney. It's scary having it fall so close to the holidays and not knowing what to expect. All we can really do is pray for the best 🙏🏻