I'm so hurt

...I just don't know anymore. Been ttc a year now. My antral follicle count is 6. Amh .89. Clomid alone didn't work. My iui got canceled bc of a cyst. Just feeling so hopeless. I'm 38 and just feel overwhelmed when this will happen. Only my faith in God allows me to believe it will happen but I'm feeling so down about my tests and when this will be a reality. The depression is real. I'm so so so low right now.