This is killing me

💜GoofyLemmings💜 • Rainbow 🌈 Due June 2018 ❤💙
I'm on dpo 6 and it's killing me to wait to test. I'm trying not to get my hopes up but this is the first month I used opks. I'm keeping my fingers crossed for a sticky baby. 
Had a miscarriage in March 2013 and the most recent April 7, 2015. Last time it took me 9 months to get pregnant, but my husband and I would like our youngest closest to someone her age