So I recently had a miscarriage. I was 5 days away from my 2nd trimester. It was painful (clots got stuck) and emotionally devastating. My doctor was understanding & told me no matter what anyone says, I had life inside me & that life was a real person. She and my boyfriend were wonderful throughout it all. Someone the whole family knows recently lost hers, too. She was 20 weeks along.. But my boyfriends mom said, "but hers was actually a person. They induced labor and she birthed him and held him and got a birth and death certificate. Part of me wanted to get away from everyone in the room and hide while the other part of me wanted to scream and throw things like a child having a serious tantrum.. But I did neither. I say there and sort of zoned out.. Just wishing I could disappear. My boyfriend put his arm around me and I could tell he was trying to help me not fall apart... Idk why I'm posting this, I guess for support although I doubt anything can be said that I don't already know..