TTC has become more important than my marriage/relationship. TTC has taken over my mind and soul. It’s taken time away from my family and friends. I can’t seem to be happy for others who are growing bundles or having babies. It’s not fair to those who don’t understand or know about my demons. I can’t change their view of my situation but I can and will change my view over TTC. It’s hard work, it’s meant to be fun! It’s something to celebrate month after month, it’s your plan!

Being plus-sized is a beautiful gift. I cherish my body. It’s a temple. I want everyone to feel like this. Being happy in your skin is the most important thing you can do daily. I used to fake smile, fake laugh, being honest I was fake. I let go of my past of being fake and wanting to be just like someone else. I wanted to be skinny, pregnant, and whatever but that’s comparison and we don’t have to live in that world.