What the hell

So my husband left his phone at home.I picked it up,and went to put it on the charger...I saw he had a bunch of windows open,and went to close them out.I saw that he has a "dick pic" as his profile pic for a couple hook up sights,and has local women replying.Did I mention I am 36weeks,6 days,and have an appointment at 2:30pm today for a growth scan and to schedule the induction for our first biological child together.I caught him with a couple profiles when I was 6 weeks...just a selfie as his profile pic.He said it was a lapse in judgement,he was freaking out,and I moved past it...but here I am,and I want to puke.I feel tears burning,but they're not falling.I just want to puke.Im not sure how I feel...I just feel nauseated and dizzy...