I need to fill the void.

I did it. I left into a DV shelter but I feel so alone. I mean I shouldn’t since it’s in my hometown and this is what it’s like to have your own place right? I’m missing him. Maybe not him. Say maybe half of him. The part when we would talk comics together, when we would have amazing sex. When he would do things for me... but those were momentarily snippets of good times we had and I’m not into momentarily. He won’t change. I need to remember this...