Ugh I want a boyfriend so bad

I already like a guy and I want him to be my bf. I want to borrow his oversized hoodies, lay in his bed with him and watch movies, deep talk with him late at night, sit on the roof of his parents apartment and talk, watch sunsets together, take walks in the morning, cuddle, receive forehead kisses and hugs from behind, feel his warm body next to mine. Just feel loved and appreciated... 😞🤧❤️