So me and my boyfriend have been together for 4 month now, we are both in high school but we are very close. we have done sexual stuff in the past but recently even when it's mentioned i get uncomfortable and im the type of person who talks openly about sex so it's quite odd for me to get awkward. there have been many times where he mentions us doing stuff while we are talking on the phone and I start crying and idk why. he is very understanding and will wait but i still want to not feel like this. sorry I'm just venting but if anyway has advise on how to calm down about it that would be great