Today has not been my day...

Robin • Mommy, 23 yrs old 💞, Married 💕, 💙 Damon Quill born December 6th, 2018 💙, Athena Rose born July 9th, 2020 💕

To start out with, for going on 3 weeks now my baby boys body has not grown or gained weight, it's been measuring at 32 weeks and I'll be 38 weeks on Thursday. I have a doctor's appointment on Friday to see if anything has changed but my doctor already said she would be inducing me at 38 weeks. So with that in mind I asked (had to send a email/message to my doctor) if there was any way to just be induced that Friday since I'll be 38 weeks and 1 day. It would also work out because my fiancee has that weekend off work and his work is not accommodating on personal stuff (even medical emergencies) at all, so instead of risking him getting fired and us being screwed over for a place to live and being able to afford our child, I figured it would just be easier for everyone (including our baby boy who hasn't grown or put on weight) to get him out and putting on weight the second he is able to and so his dad can be there for his birth. So today I get a reply back from a nurse, not even my doctor who is very caring and understanding and who the email was addressed for, and she says "at your next appointment you'll be evaluated and decide on a date for induction if needed" Needless to say my hormones are making all my emotions crazy right now, because I was about ready to legit yell at my phone out of anger. My doctor, if you would have let her see the message, has already said I would be induced at 38 weeks, and if we cant do it this weekend, then I guess the father of the child cant even see his own son being born or risk jeopardizing our whole lives. He has one day off next week and I know inductions can take more than 1 day to work, so I figured hey, this way we have 3 days and a better chance of him seeing the birth of his son. I'm literally so angry over this because i know what my doctor has already told me and that's why I addressed it to her, not a nurse who hasn't heard a word my doctor has said to me. I'm sorry for the rant but I'm one very worried, stressed, angry momma who has literally broken down and been crying my eyes out.