I will not ever understand how a man can take a loyal,honest woman an cheat,lie and steal from her ( I found the emails from a online dating site) this is not love. You have more than plenty of chances to get your crap together. ( I will not cry over you, I will be strong ) after I had the locks changed,changed my number and got my temporary protective order, there is no more we....there is just I and you. But for now I get the best cuddle buddy ( pictured below) I will still be the same.just now more broken ☹.we all go through seasons,this is now my season !!