Advice?

I'm somewhere around 210 pounds I think. I think I'm like 5'9. I'm 13 years old.

So I've been struggling with my weight for sooo long. Recently, my dad abused and then left me and my family. I've had severe depression and anxiety. Since 1st grade I've struggled with so many health problems (not caused by my weight). All of these things have made it so hard for me to lose weight. I'm so self-conscious. I just want to be skinny 😕 I don't know what to do

Any advice?