Checking Cervix!

Okay so i’ve watched tons of youtube videos on how to check your cervix, but guess what? I STILL DONT KNOW IF IM FINDING IT! 🤣 one video said squat & feel for it, & i’m pretty sure i got it right away, another said sit on a chair & so on, couldn’t find it. tied laying down, couldn’t find it. does that mean squatting made it easier because it brought it down? 😒 Literally feel like an idiot.