Just feeling super bummed and need to feel some kinship!

I’m turning 36 this month and husband and I have been TTC for 1 year. I have a 23 day cycle, ovulate regularly, and as far as we know we have no fertility issues (though we have an appt in January with the fertility Dr).

We have never come even close to getting a BFP...it’s always been stark white on every single hpt. Ugghhh. Just feeling super down every month after BD’ing at the right times and nothing, nothing, nothing. What are we doing wrong? I know there are those who have been trying for much longer and there are those with health issues making conceiving even more difficult...I just can’t believe it’s this hard. Especially with everyone around me having no issues getting pregnant, including my 2 sisters who got pregnant with all of their kids within 2-3 cycles.

Sorry for the rant...just really feeling it today as my AF just started.