All I want for Christmas is my rainbow baby

We were supposed to have our first child together in April. I knew something was wrong...all symptoms stopped abruptly. A few days later bloodwork confirmed my fears that had kept me from trying for this baby in the first place. Now I am healed and we are wanting our rainbow baby desperately. My cycle lines up so that I could test right on Christmas day! Please send us all the baby dust you can find so that I can give the man I love the greatest gift in the world 😍😍😍😍😍😍