Took a test BFN

So, currently waiting on AF she’s due within the next few days but I’ve been itching to take a test ! So I literally only held my pee for an hour this afternoon and then took a test and of course it was a BFN. Not going to lie it discouraged me, but I just have this feeling that I am pregnant and it’s early anyways. Just wanted to tell someone about this cause if I talk to my husband he will just say I need to relax🤷🏻‍♀️ I know you ladies would understand the anticipation to take a test though. Btw, November was month 1 of TTC.