What TH is wrong with me? Light, watery discharge. This is NOT the period I know.

I’m HOPING someone can help me. I’m freaking out.

Husband and I have been TTC for 4 months now. The past two cycles of mine have been weird for me. My cycles have gotten longer (~28 days to ~32 days). It fools be every month because I get excited that I am pregnant and then I get BFN.

Last month I had a watery pink and mostly brown “period” that was late. I put a tampon in, and this may be TMI ... but it barely soaked it compared to what I’m used to.

I noticed when I didn’t wear a tampon, the watery blood only came when I wiped. It lasted like 4 days accompanied by stabbing pains (not cramps).

I’m used to very normal 28 day cycles that are moderate to heavy.

I took many many BFN at home tests. Tomorrow is when my AF would be due accident to my new ~32 day cycle. I have been moody, hungry, boobs hurt, and this is also way TMI but queefing and I’ve NEVER done that.

I’m googling and going down the rabbit hole of PCOS, endo, etc. my husband and I lost a baby exactly a year ago due to severe abnormalities that were not genetic. I had a surgical abortion at 22 weeks. We are dying for a rainbow baby, and the fact that something could be wrong is terrifying me.

I have a doctors apt next week but honestly I can’t wait. Helpppp xo