Lost my baby at 5 weeks

I don’t really know where to post this but I really wanted to tell my story.

Me and my boyfriend are 18 we started trying in February and the first month our little baby said hello. We where thrilled and expected for it to take much longer but the first try there she was.

We went to the hospital a couple times just because I could feel like something was wrong nothing happened I just felt it. They kept sending me home saying everything was fine I would relax for the day and then feel it again I was there at least twice a week asking for an ultrasound the baby was always to small to see. Then I went to my ob and I got to see her a little blip is what I call her. One week later I turned 18 on March 21 and the day after March 22nd I was bleeding. It was very little but I knew this was it the last time I would be pregnant I could tell people I’m pregnant. My mom didn’t think so I kept saying the babies gone I’m having a miscarriage and she just kept saying that’s not enough bleeding because it was only when I wiped. It then got heavier we got in and they said it so easily it broke me “your hog levels have gone down this can happy for so many reasons it’s likely that the sperm and egg didn’t match.” She kept talking but even though I knew this was it I didn’t want to believe it I couldn’t believe it. Almost one year later and I still think of my Olivia Noell everyday