Not sure how to process

We found out we were expecting our second at the beginning of November. I took a test, actually multiple and they all came back positive. We were so excited. Scheduled my first OB appointment for what would have been 8 weeks along.

It was a normal happy day for us until we sat in the room with the doctor, no heart beat. We were devastated, I felt numb. I cried for a whole week. Couldn’t even go to work. We opted for everything to happen naturally and it still hasn’t. It’s been three weeks. Now I’m scheduled for a D&C tomorrow and I still don’t know how to process everything.

We want to try again after. We don’t want this to stop us, but I just feel like I’m losing a part of me.