Is it bad I’m hoping for a girl ?!

I have two boys who I love adorely and one is special needs. I just found out I’m pregnant again! I always pictured myself having three boys but before I even knew i was pregnant I had a dream I had a mini me ! We always wanted a girl. Trust me I feel guilty thinking that! 1. We want a HEALTHY baby most ! 2. It would be fun to have a girl ! 3. If it’s a boy I’ll still be so in love. I just think I’m hoping for a girl so much I won’t get one. Oh well 🤷🏻‍♀️