Husband

When my husband and I first got together I was in college. I weighed 124 and was pretty athletic with bigger boobs and a butt. Now 5 years into marriage and one pregnancy down I’m much bigger weighing 180. Right before I got pregnant I was 155 but pretty toned still working out 5 days a week.

I maintained that weight after pregancy while breast feeding. Breast fed for 2 years and the moment I stopped gained 30 lbs in 3 months.

In the last year and half I can’t remember the last time he grabbed me and told me I was beautiful or sexy or have any indication he was actually still attracted to me.

Now when I was in college and weighed less I was still super insecure and now in my bigger body I have way more confidence.

But still I want to feel sexy and wanted by my husband. He wants to have sex and all but like jump right into it and not really work to get there. So what gives ?

I mean I mentioned it to him and he literally was silent.