In my class, we are super close with everyone and we had a talk today about our feelings and i found out my group thinks that i’m really negative and mean towards them. I apologized sincerely and made it clear that it was not to happen again. But then this girl called me after school and kinda told me how much of a piece of shit i am and made me feel even worse about what i’ve been doing but claimed it was tough love. I told two people in my group bc i wanted to apologize again and then on a group chat i see the girl who told me i was a piece of shit said that i was lying and that no one should believe me anymore. even though i never lied in the first place and she never let me have valid feelings. So now everyone has blocked me and ignored me. i tried calling people but it went straight to voicemail. I feel like everything i day comes back to bite me in the ass. i feel like shit. i’ve been crying all day. i don’t know how to make it up anymore. i’ve tried talking about it and they act like my feelings are valid and make me think that i’m trying to hard to be the victim. i know i fucked up and i feel so terrible and bad about it. they all are just putting so much pressure on me. I don’t know what to do.