Made my husband cry

OMG. I am the worst person on planet earth. I feel so horrible. Today, my grandmother who lives 2 hours away, came up for a short visit today. My husband wasn't hungry so he stayed home, however, my nana and I (and the baby) went to lunch. During lunch my sister texted me that she was headed to a local store so her 7 week old could take a pic with Santa and asked if I wanted to take my baby. She didn't know my grandmother was in town, so I thought what a great surprise! But also, my grandmother wanted to kinda hurry because she didn't want to have to drive 2 hours back home in the dark. So we finished our lunch and went to meet Santa. There wasn't even a line-they have a texting system where they text your phone when they are ready for you. My sister put my phone number in before we even got there so they were ready for us as soon as we walked in the door. It happened so quickly. My son didn't even look behind him and see santa or anything and they rushed off to the next person to take their pic. But when I got home, my husband was so hurt (rightfully so) because this was my baby's first time meeting Santa. I normally do everything with my husband. It's out of the ordinary for me to leave him out of anything. It all just happened so quickly that I didn't even think to pick up my phone. Normally, we don't get upset with each other. Like if it won't matter in 5 years, then we usually let it go. But this matters!! It was our son's first time meeting Santa. I would be so upset if he went without me. Idk why I didn't even think about it. There is no reason or excuse (though it wasn't malicious) not to just call husband and tell him. Anyways, I apologized but saying sorry is not good enough to fix this. I mean sorry wouldn't make me feel better if the shoe was on the other foot. Gosh. If I could go back in time I would. I feel so horrible. He won't talk to me and I looked at him earlier and he had tears in his eyes. I don't think I've ever made him cry in the 12 years we've been together. 😭😭😭