Hey ladies. I’ve been dating my boyfriend for 7 months now. To be honest this has been my longest and most serious relationship. I’m only 19 by the way. I honestly didn’t think we would end up in a relationship because we have different political views and that’s important for us. He’s from the country, he’s white, and all his family is conservative. I’m from the city, Mexican, and although most of my family is conservative they still debate over racism and immigration. I’m more liberal though. We have gotten along well and all of our friends are Latin-White couples. We live in CA and he’s about to get out of the military and, surprisingly, he said he wants to stay here (he wanted to go back to the country) so I don’t know if that means REAL business. The thing is, when we go out with our friends there is ALWAYS someone who starts a politics conversation. And we end up all taking sides and we just kinda don’t feel comfortable for a bit. Like today; I posted some updates on Facebook attacking Trump and he has NOT talked to me in hours. I’m sure it’s because of that. We have also been not texting as much... he does show me off and we go out and we have bomb sex every week but I feel like even in these 7 short months it’s just routine. I’ve gotten emotional to a point where I hide in the bathroom and cry because he talks to me in a way that hurts me. He raises his voice or makes me feel dumb for asking a question and I have told him this when it happen and he apologizes. I don’t know if I’m too emotional about it but I just feel like we both have changed and are showing our true colors, yet I don’t know how he feels about it. I recognize I’m not the happy girl he met and I don’t laugh at all his jokes and I don’t keep quiet when he’s being disrespectful, but he has also lost giving me advice when I complain, being sweet over text (he’s pretty good when in person), and I don’t know. I just feel it in my heart that maybe soon we will end? I’ve always been right about this feeling so who knows.