Dear soon to be ex husband

I hate you. I hate you so much. You’ve broken me down so many times, more than I can count. You want me emotionally and physically at your convenience and throw me away when it becomes too much for you. I hate you for not trying hard enough. I hate you for the way you make me feel, I hate how you think I won’t be able to live without you or ever get over you. I hate you for giving me the bare minimum. I hate you for acting like you don’t care. I will never forget you saying you don’t love me and then come back the next day just to say what you said was a mistake. It’s not okay. You don’t get to keep breaking me and trying to come back. Leave me the fuck alone. Oh it’ll be hard and it’ll take time for me to stop loving you but guess what babe, when I do and you try to come back I will be the one to finally tell you to fuck off and mean it.