Dear fiancée, I know we're on a break rn from our relationship due to fighting and miscommunications but I'm sexting another man. I'm sorry to hurt you like this and honestly I won't be telling you ever because Ive chosen to do this and I don't think you'll ever be able to satisfy me sexually completely. This man does. He makes me feel sexy and beautiful. The only problem is that you make me feel loved. That's why I stay with you because I can't imagine marrying someone else and I really do love you but I want to sleep with him and you know I want to be Poly and you refuse to be. I know I'm bad for doing this but we've had secrets before hidden from each other and in the long run of things this won't matter compared to the million other things we will handle and experience in life. If I someday tell you I hope you will forgive me but I will be taking this to the grave because I don't ever feel like I should have to tell you. I'm my own person and since we are on a break I want to be sexually satisfied by someone who's experienced and can give me what I've been craving for over two years. If I don't do this I will be regretting it. I hope you will forgive me.