I know it doesn’t seem like it but I’m trying so hard to keep up with everything being a stay at home mom isn’t as easy as you think it is. It’s not easy like I thought it would be. It’s lonely and frustrating and overwhelming. I think I’ve got a routine down and then nap time changes or gets shorter and I don’t have time to finish what I usually do. You think it’s easy to get it all done, you don’t understand why you come home and the house looks the same it did when you left. I don’t understand either. I spend all day cleaning and picking up and taking care of our child and it feels like I’ve gotten nothing done. Im sorry I’m failing.