Hate my life right now ... EDIT 💓

Posting anonymously some family just started using glow..

But today my hubby and I got into an argument about him going to the DR appt for our son. I’m a SAHM and I appreciate him so much for every single thing he’s ever done for our son and I. BUT as a SAHM I always clean 24/7 take care of our son(7 months old) and I make sure dinner is always cooked for him every night. And had the nerve to call me a bum😳 ... Gets mad and says I can’t relax on the weekends u try and compare being a SAHM to me working everyday. U don’t do shit 🤧🤔🤔 idk why men think being a SAHM is relaxing !!!!!!!!!! I said one time to help me out because I am tired. I feel very unappreciated. But before we had our kid I ALWAYS HAD EVERYTHING ‼️ worked for everything I ever wanted in life since I was 15 years old with no help, hand out nothing. 🙅🏻‍♀️ I bought my first car on my own, always took trips! Always enjoyed life. Put myself through college, worked 2-3 jobs just so I don’t ever be without money. And he makes it seem like WE didn’t make the decision together for me to stay home. He was with me when my boss at the time gave me 3 options for work (only had 2 months off after I had my son.) and hubby tells me no stay home and I’ll take care of everything. His car got totaled so we have only my car which he uses 24/7...And I have PPD, he doesn’t believe in it. Smh his aunt had PPD with both her kids and never wanted her kids for 4months straight. Her mother took care of both the kids!! His mother gave up all 4 of her kids and never raised none of them, she had PPD, depression, bipolar and more. But today hurt me so bad.. I feel useless as if I failed myself for the first time. I feel like I failed my son, I can’t do nothing for myself. I’m putting my feelings aside and going to go back to work😭 as bad as it is for me to leave my son. I’m going to show him IM NO BUM he must forget I have a diploma from college 💯

Not looking for advice I just wanted to cry this out even more. 😭😢

Thank you all so much for your kind words 💖 I truly appreciate it and makes me feel better... We haven’t talked yet because we are both still upset. BUT I have been applying for jobs and has 3 interviews this week. 😁😆 We will talk tomorrow !!

And for those being negative 👎🏻 I don’t understand what’s ur point, this isn’t about who does a better job at being a mother ! Working moms or SAHM... WE ARE BOTH THE SAME ⁉️ Sometimes we don’t have a choice and it’s cheaper to be a SAHM for some of us, or u don’t know the circumstances of WHY.. So stop being petty and rude smh...