In the past I’ve made a lot of bad decisions . I’m very aware of my mistakes and I’m incredibly sorry for them. I regret them every single day. I stay up late thinking about them, wake up thinking about them. Lately i’ve become more invested in god and religion. Praying has helped relieve some of my stress and just having faith in god. Every single second I have major anxiety and my whole stomach is torn up every day . I’m so afraid they’re gonna catch up to me ... I’m disgusted with myself but I can’t deal with these - not right now . I’m young and I don’t have the resources to deal with these things . Please pray for me that these things work themselves out . I take suffering any other way to pay for my sins and mistakes .. as long as these bad decisions aren’t revealed for at least a few years .. please just pray for me i know i don’t deserve it but please .