Me and my so have a son together who is almost a year old and recently have not been able to get along or stop fighting ...

This last month has been so bad and usually we will fight and he will come back the same day or apologize .

I feel like he doesn’t appreciate me and anytime I get angry or “start a argument” , it’s my fault..

I know I am hard to deal with at times considering my life is a mess but I only complain because I also work full time and breastfeed still and just expect him mostly to clean up after himself and respect my family .

I feel like I can’t win and even though I buy him whatever he wants and try so hard to make him happy , I cook everyday for him, it doesn’t work.

I love him so much and want to stay together for my son but today we argued again and he ended up leaving me at home when he was suppose to drop me off at work and didn’t even let me say goodbye to my son when he took him to the babysitter :/ I’m just hurt because he also texted me to “lawyer up” for custody of our son.

I’m just heartbroken . We have our own apartment and I can’t pay all the bills myself and I just don’t know what to do.

I just wanted a happy family and I swear I can never get what I want . I feel like this time is really the end .

I’m just so done with fighting and trying to keep our family together . I don’t know what to do .

And I’m sad because then I will have to let him take his son and I’ll be at home all alone

I almost never go out , all I do is work and come home to my son as a choice . I love spending all my free time with him and I know I’ll miss him even if it’s for a few hours .