Regret

I made a decision three months ago to abort. And god do I regret it. I didn’t it as it wasn’t the right time and me and my partner were arguing all the time. I held that little baby and said goodbye. Now I wish I could turn back to clock.

So many people I know are pregnant that month, and I’m so angry at myself and jealous of them.

Please don’t make any fast decisions, yes it terrifying and you feel alone. But definitely don’t rush this decision. I wish to hell I didn’t.

Not a day goes by we’re i don’t think about him/her