I lost my virginity

I’m 18, and I’ve been dating this guy for 5 months now. We’ve fooled around a lot but today we had sex. It was very unexpected. I’m on birth control. He didn’t wear a condom and I don’t think he came in me. Do y’all think I’m

Okay? It felt really weird bc I’ve always been taught to wait until marriage and I’m trying to find my own way and do what I want. Anyone else have a similar experience?