Abortion

Recently last month I had found out I was 2 months pregnant and I didn’t know what to feel or what to do.. My boyfriend and I talked about it and he explained to me that it wasn’t good timing that we’re not financially ready and so we both agreed that it wouldn’t be right to bring a baby into this world and not be able to give them what they want/need.. So a week later I started the process to get an abortion and ever since it’s happened I just constantly think about how not that much later I could’ve found out the gender or how I would be as a mom.. I know I might not be financially ready but I know in my heart that I want a baby now. I try and not bring it up to my boyfriend bc I feel like if I constantly bring it up he may get annoyed with me, just bc I know it’s a sensitive subject. I know this doesn’t have a question anywhere in it, but I just wanted to be able to vent and not just keep it locked up.