HE’S RUINING MY LIFE WITH HIS 🍆💦😩😭

UPDATE: ITS BEEN A CRAZY COUPLE OF DAYS WITH YOU GUYS YALL ARE HILARIOUS!! I want y’all to know that this is where we are right now. Im going to be completely honest, I LOVEEEEEE HIMMMM BITCH OKAY?! I’m a mental patient 🥴😂😂 The first step is what? ADMITTING THAT YOU HAVE A PROBLEM and I admit it’s something wrong with me!!! I thought longgggg and hard last night. (no pun intended 👅😏) and it came to my realization, 😳 I need that baseball bat in my life 😂🙃 and im going to just let it keep knocking me out the park bitch 😂😂 I’m going to show him this post later but GIRRLLL THE D IS HERE AND I GOTTA GO

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Ok y’all so I got this juicy story time. I got this ex who I was on again off again with for like 2 years until we called it quits but we’ve known each other for about 10. We have really great chemistry, we make each other laugh, and we talk about everything . We’re like best friends. HERES THE THING. I 👏🏽CANNOT 👏🏽 STOP 👏🏽FUCKIN 👏🏽HIM and it’s ruining my life!!! 😭😩 I know I don’t want to be with him, because I know how he is and it’ll end bad with us because I’m crazy 🔪🔨. He’s a ladies man, still living his life doing him and I’m doing the same. But omg he fucks me soooo goooddd I don’t know what to do bitch 😂😂. And it’s so spontaneous. In my car, his car, the shower, the table, the counters just EVERYWHERE. He’ll text me @ 3 in the morning and be like “Come open the door i want to make a movie of me eating your pussy”. 😳🤭😧😰HOW IS A WOMAN SUPPOSED TO RESPOND TO THAT SIS!!???? HMM? 🤔 And don’t get me started on how he talks to me and the nasty stuff he says while he’s in it 😩. How much he loves me and it’s his. He’s just so sexy and chocolatey and the 🍆 is so biggg and pretty I gotta get away from this man 😂. So what I need to know is should I move and get my number changed???? I haven’t seen my friends 💃🏽🤸🏽‍♀️🤸🏾‍♂️ they calling me a hoe I just can’t take this anymore 🤦🏽‍♀️😂😂 I need help and strong prayer

UPDATE UPDATE: OK LADIES I GOT THE TEA it’s long but worth it & I Have to vent 😂 HE CAME OVER LAST NIGHT BUT before I spill I gotta give you a little more on our history. We’ve known each other since we were kids, but I didn’t start giving him the time of day until I was about 14 & he was 15. We’ve always liked each other, always have been attracted to each other, I just wasn’t going to mess with him because I knew what type of little boy he was 🙄 he talked to a lot of girls & he wasn’t about to add me to the list. Fast forward to my freshman year in high school, my school played his school & we bumped into each other & from that point we started talking super heavy. I’m talkin on the phone all night & day, texting all night & day, it was perfect😩. So one day he invited me over, a bitch went 🤸🏽‍♀️👅💃🏽 We talked, I made him do my homework, we ended up play fighting (YALL KNOW HOW THIS GO) & we ended up having some bomb ass sex 💣💣😫💦. It was my first time & I was terrified he was going to kill me because the 🍆 was SO BIG, like wrap it around his leg big sis 👀 & I didn’t understand because he’s only 15!!!? But he made me so comfortable & took his time & it was just so special 🥰. Then he asked me to be his girl & everything went great up until about 2 years when we started having issues, so we decided to break up & just be friends. We would still sleep together occasionally, but I wasn’t as intense as it is now until like last year. FAST FORWARD TO LAST NIGHT 👀 so I post on here about my situation and I’m reading y’all comments like “ she is so right!, I can cut his ass off I’m so strong,” coaching myself 😂 WHY DOES HE CALL ME!? I don’t answer. He FaceTimes me twice. I don’t answer. Let me add in I’ve been ignoring him since Sunday because I’ve been felling like this! So he stops calling and I THOUGHT that was the end of that. About an hour later my dog starts scratching at the door 🙄 so I take her out. When I come back I walk up the stairs & around the corner to my door AND GUESS WHOS STANDING THERE BITCH!!?? Fine ass daddy 🤦🏽‍♀️💦😫. God I should’ve sent him away 😔 but I didn’t. I needed to tell him what was up so I let him in with the intention to talk ONLY. BAD MOVE GABBY! So I start off & tell him straight up like “ I don’t know if I can keep doing this with you”. & to my surprise he responds “me either” 😳👀 then he goes on further to tell me he knows I’m ducking him 😂 he really truly loves me but he knows I don’t want to be with him because of trust issues, he doesn’t want to fuck anybody else & if does he’s thinking about me JUST REALLY TRYING TO PILLOW TALK ME OUT MY PANTIES SIS!!!! Somehow we ended up having sex for hours & dear god it was the best we ever ever had 🔥💣❤️💦. I DON’T KNOW WHAT HAPPENED BITCH😭! Was it our emotions!? Where did I go wrong & what was I supposed to do!??!! How he looked at me and how he hit it was different 😫💦 & I wasn’t ready for it!!!Don’t judge me y’all! When he left this morning I told him He can’t call me anymore & him and his 3rd leg aren’t welcome here anymore! He just smiled at me and said ok baby 👀 like it was a joke And I said it louder “DON’T BRING YOUR BIG DICK ASS BACK TO MY HOUSE IM SERIOUS!” ☠️ But My 🐱 was like Don’t talk to him like that! He can call and come when he wants!! 😫😂😂 I’m sick