5w pregnant and hormones suck a big fat floppy donkey ****

I hate that I'm so mad all the time... I have no patience... and honestly sometimes I'm tired of keeping my mouth shut. How many times can you ask someone the same question then get mad at me bc im getting upset that u just asked me the same question 6 times in an hour ( no exaggeration). I feel so bad for my SO bc it's always directed that way. How can I cope and b the loving wife I was before this... I thought I'd b on cloud nine but it hard to smile with everything. The morning sickness, im exhausted but can never fall asleep, and these hormones.