Can/will anybody pray that I finally get my promised child for my birthday? My BD is Jan. 10th and it's looking like I could start Jan. 13th. I prayed really hard for a miracle christmas baby,even if we didn't get to announce yet,because I really wanted to believe christmas was the time for miracles (after all,Jesus was a miracle baby). I know God can,I just can't help but wonder if he will seeing as it's been 2 years with absolutely no pregnancies. I just want to give my husband a baby and finally be blessed to start a family after 5 years of marriage. I didn't get the best Christmas gift in the world,but it would be a spectacular birthday present if God would allow it. I literally cannot take one more person telling me to wait on God's timing,I mean, what do people think I've been doing the last 2 years of my life? I'm at that point where all hope feels lost as I watch every one around me blessed with easy/accidental pregnancies and wonder why I am the only one of my age group in church/work having to go through this. I feel so utterly alone and completely broken,like I have some stupid factory defect that will cost more than I feel comfortable paying to fix it. I'm so done waiting😭😭😭😭😭😭