Am I crazy for feeling this way? 😕

I have had sex with people before my current boyfriend, M. M and I have had sex many times before. Last year we had broke up and took that time to be maturely serious this time and it’s working in our favor. Just the other day my boyfriend and I have sex. I’m never dry, if anything I’m always niagara falls, lol. But besides that, we’re enjoying the pleasure we’re both giving each other. He’s fucking me and I couldn’t imagine loving someone other than him. He gives me passionate kisses that I always crave. His sweet moans and hot breath on my neck. It’s almost making me emotional in the moment. And then he finishes. He tells me not to freak out but I’m bleeding. If anything I just scoop him in my arms and give him a big hug. I wipe it in almost disbelief and just really surprised. Just seeing it made me emotional and ectremely happy because I ALWAYS considered M my first. I was sexually assaulted which I had no choice but to lose my innocence. Is this a normal feeling to get emotional after sex?