I don’t want a boy or a girl...💙💖

I just want a living, breathing, healthy baby.

I don’t want yet another loss. I don’t want to feel the constant pain and loss. I don’t want to take my daily dose of pills. I don’t want to pee on another stick. I don’t want to see another bfn. I don’t want to feel this sadness. I don’t want to feel guilty for all the energy I take away from my family and friends. I don’t want to focus another minute on having a baby.

I just want to be happy again.

With love and hope,

A tired TTC mama 🙏🏼😓