I'm leaving tomorrow for UK, will see my parents and sister after a year now, after my baby is born.

I'm pregnant and this time my emotional levels are sky high! I don't want to go. I want to stay here.

I can't stay, my husband is in the UK and I earn better there. I feel so heavy inside!

The emotions are giving me alot of uncomfortable anxiety! How do I make it bearable for myself?

I wasn't this upset when I first left! The good byes have getting harder every year 😢